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Fear
Sunday, August 24, 2008 10:39 PM
I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS!!! Been doing Differential Equations tutorial since 2 this afternoon, and I'm not even half done with it(okay, I did take some breaks, but still...) To make things worse, the questions in other half of the tutorial I did, most of them didn't have completed answers because I didn't know how to do! Argh, why didn't Qin Shihuang burnt maths too when he burnt books?

Honestly, I'm so afraid of promos. I'm afraid of failing, I'm afraid of not being able to remain as 4 H2s, I'm afraid of not being able to stay in floorball. The last one scares me the most, so much that I feel like crying even thinking about it. I don't know what I would do if that day ever comes. It's the first time I ever wanted something so badly. It's the first time I was so happy doing something I like that I went against my mum's objections of me being so involved in PDPs. It's the first time I'm so afraid of something being taken away from me...

I secretly wish that it's stress, instead of fear, that is getting the better of me. =(

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