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Hellacious days
Thursday, May 10, 2007 8:45 PM
The past few days of the week had been hellacious. I've been staying up every night till unworldly hours, trying to complete studying for the exam on the next day, getting less than 4 hours of sleep per day. Studying till the wee hours is definitely not something I enjoy doing. I had to battle fatigue and the eeriness of studying alone in my room where everything else is so quiet. All it takes is the slightest sound to make me jump. Yes,I'm timid.

Caffeine was what kept me going. I've been drinking quite a lot,and all sorts,of coffee over the past few days in an attempt to keep myself awake and focused to last through the night. So much coffee that I'm afraid that I'll become a caffeine-addict. Hahaha.

Due to the lack of sleep,I have outbreaks of more pimples than usual,huge eyebags & blood-shot eyes that Tracy commented that I should get more sleep before I look like I put on thick eye makeup. But well,that's the price to pay for procrastination till the very last minute. Now I have eyebags huge enough to be shopping bags.

I was more or less prepared for the exams but I'm not guaranteed of good results. I was spotting the question on human nature in Macbeth to be tested for Elective Literature but the question on 'Good triumphs Evil' came out instead. Fortunately,I had read through all the 5 essays,of which 1 will be tested, and was able to throw everything out onto the paper except for a few lines. However,I'm so confident of failing A Math with 20/100 or less. My mind blanked out probably due to the lack of sleep & I couldn't remember the formulaes so I practically couldn't do all the questions. Frankly-speaking,I've never done any paper so badly before. Last year,I was so confident of passing A Math but I failed with 45/100. So now,I'm very confident of failing,wouldn't the score be lower?

Okay,what's over is over and what's done cannot be undone. I shall stop brooding over it. Alright,I can finally have a good sleep tonight and wake up at 12noon tomorrow with the sunlight shining on my butt since I don't have any exams tomorrow and hence,do not need to attend school.

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