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Ups and Downs
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 8:30 PM
It has been ages since I last updated. Loads of things to do over the past weeks, couldn't take time off to blog. Well, the past weeks were lots of ups and downs. Nothing really serious, but I guess it does affect the mood sometimes.

While I may have gotten into the internship programme, other things weren't that pleasant. I had to drop Econs to H1 because apparently my tutors weren't too cool about letting me continue with four H2s. Teaches you why you shouldn't say you love your math teacher before anything actually happens. Lol. Felt so bummed out for one whole day. But told myself that maybe this was for the better. I wasn't counting on a scholarship anyway, so having four H2s isn't really a must. Thanks Ah Cat and Pris for helping me with amendment of the appeal and withdrawal form, and zooming around the school to look for my CT. And to Mrs Beetsma too, for being so understanding, for answering all my questions, and for walking in and out of the staff room like 5 times because I was troubling her with my appeal. Used to think that she was one strict teacher who belonged to the old-school of thoughts, who can't tolerate even a single squeak at the assembly ground, who keeps picking on me because I talk during assembly. But I was so wrong. Honestly, I couldn't help but felt that she had this motherly feel to her. Haha. What I'm trying to say is that, she's one nice teacher. Through this episode, those people whom I didn't like initially didn't seem so bad afterall. Like, I used to find this particular guy very irritating, but I no longer do now.

Oh, there was the WR from hell too. The day before the submission, my group came over to my house to camp until nearly 10pm. We were doing last-minute editting. Sucks. I never want to go through that again. It's like we were all racing against time to get to the binding shop before 10. Then halfway through printing, my printer ran out of ink. Ho seh liao! Luckily, it was only 4 pages which got affected. Then got my dad to fetch us to White Sands, but the shop closed already. Then I got the idea of going to school late the next day so that I can bind at the shop opposite our school. It was good thing that the binding shop closed before we reached, because, after that I got home and realised that we forgot to print the content page. -.- See, that's why I always believe that things happen for a reason. Certain things that seems bad on the outside may actually be a blessing in disguise. And so, the next day, I didn't go to school at the normal time, Pris was late too, something which I was thankful for. Haha. So we sat at the hawker centre trying to organise the pages and vetting through over and over again. Then, this PE teacher walked past, probably to get breakfast or something, scared the shit out of me. Because you see, the first period was supposed to be PE. But Pris assured me that the teacher is very nice, and he will just walk past pretending that he didn't see us. True enough, he didn't.

Took off my braces last week, like finally, but my teeth doesn't look anything like those actresses or actors you see in Korean dramas with nice straight white teeth. I'm beginning to think that braces are just things that suck money out of people's pockets. Got my retainers today and was told to wear them 24/7 except when I'm eating or brushing my teeth. I'm still adapting to speaking clearly with retainers on. So people, if you can't make out what I'm saying, please be more understanding and don't scream into my face or call me some mean names. =)

I got into OGL! I thought I screwed up the interview real badly. The guy beside me was so enthu that I was so sure he's definitely in. I don't know his name, shall see whether he'll be at the briefing tomorrow although I'm very sure he will be. Confirm, 100%, guarantee plus CHOP! Haha.

Gotta go tidy up my I&R! Bye!

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Stressed but happy
Friday, October 17, 2008 10:28 PM
Yay, my application for Temasek Internship Programme was successful! Can't believe it, I'm going to work at Conrad for 2 whole weeks during November!!! Looking forward to that. But that would most likely mean that I'll miss floorball and table tennis trainings for 2 weeks too. =(

Everything this week was OP WR OP WR WR WR WR. Totally freaked out when I realised that WR final submission is next friday and not the one after the next.

Floorball training yesterday was bad for me. It was so tiring and plus all that thoughts about WR, just couldn't focus. We got called for 'gatherings' quite a number of times which wasn't a good thing, if you get what 'gatherings' are. Hope I'll be able to focus at tomorrow's training.

Back to happy stuffs, FT Island's Colourful Sensibility Part 2 is out!!!! WOOHOO! And 林俊杰's album is going to be released tomorrow! Double happiness! ^^

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A neutral week
Sunday, October 12, 2008 11:54 AM
Promos results were released over the week. Passed all except for Math. So that means I still have to appeal and the appeal procedure is soooo troublesome. But that's the only thing I can help myself to try continue with four H2s.

But the point isn't with the appeal procedure, it's with my Econs! You know how hard I studied and memorised for Inflation, and guess what I got? 9 out of a freaking 25? Even I scored better for the Demand & Supply question which I was expecting a zero for it because smart-ass me spotted the wrong question, absolutely didn't study for it and had no idea what the hell I was writing for that question. But thank goodness I managed to scrape an E for Econs.

Floorball training had started. Thurday's 3-hour training was everything but 'the-first-training-after-promos'. Totally died doing the 15 suicides at the end of training. The subsequent days were also associated with floorball. Played some floorball with Lenny after OP rehearsal on Friday, learned the loud wrist shot from him. Okay, I haven't exactly master it yet, but at least it does sound something like a loud and not a silent wrist shot. Haha. Thank Lenny! Then Saturday morning was floorball training again. Headed for Pris' house for PW after that. It was more like an art and crafts plus karaoke session. They were listening and singing to Britney's first album, Westlife and the likes. Lol. Me? I didn't know the lyrics to any of the songs so I just quietly did the colouring of the pictures. Haha.

After PW, went to Comcentre to meet my parents who sent my iPhone there for repair and then to Great World City for dinner.

Gave up on trying to organise my iTunes library because it's so tedious! And went to watch this documentary called Taboo on National Geographic instead. The episode was on Body Cutters and man, I nearly vomitted at the sight of all that gore and blood. They were showing things like tattoos and things that people do on their body in order to give themselves an 'identity'. And there was this particular tribe somewhere in the world, they carved the skin on the backs of teenage boys to signify the start of their adulthood. And I really mean carving, not cut, which means they dig out the flesh too. All that without anaesthesia?!?! They carved so many grooves into the skin that when they heal, the skin looks very bumpy with alot of scars and keloids. Picture a crocodile's hide, that's how the skin look like. The purpose was to make it look like a crocodile skin, so that they look brave or something. I'm like what the hell? You don't have to do that just to show off to a girl that you're brave. They probably would die from the infection before they would even have the chance to look brave. Lol. There was also anothe tribe who did such carvings on stomachs of girls too, so that they would look 'beautiful'. It was said that the men of that tribe would not marry girls without carvings on their stomachs.

Here are the videos. Took me alot of courage to find them. Warning: Not for the faint-hearted.

Skin-deep


Hanged Man


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Tuesday, October 07, 2008 7:58 PM

MY MATH TEACHER!!!

Thank you Mr Ang!!! I was so wrong, thinking that he likes to look down on weak students. I won't disappoint him, I'll work doubly-hard during my December holidays and score something in my first test next year that the math geniuses in my class would score.

Okay, I mustn't be too happy yet in case he changes his mind and decides not to let me keep my H2 Math. HAHA.

There's still Econs tomorrow, the more I think about it, the more impossible it seems to get an S or better, the more scared I am. I think I'm going to have a heart attack even before I get back my Econs script. So I will never get to see it.

But for now, I need to do my I&R in case I live to see Friday.

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A ruined day, a ruined week
Monday, October 06, 2008 7:47 PM
Got back 3 papers today. Totally ruined my day and probably my whole week. It's a terrible feeling to pass only one out of the three and hanging among U, S, E for the other two while waiting for the departments to announce the pass and sub-pass marks. I'm praying really hard that I'll get an S for Econs and another S for GP. My 4H2s hope diminished the moment I got hold of my Maths script and totally disappeared when I got hold of my Chem script. Now it seems like I can choose from a wide variety of subjects to drop. Damn, I hate myself for not flipping over the Maths paper and noticing that there was a page 6 in the Maths paper.

Totally had no mood to do anything productive during PW meeting. Sorry to my group. All I wanted was to quickly get over and done with the editing of the OP slides and the rehearsal.

I'm so frustrated that no matter how much I try to lengthen my OP script, it can never seem to go beyond 4 minutes. And with that worrying about the remaining two papers, my only two hopes of doing reasonably well, it's double frustration.

If I could be alittle more contented, I probably won't have to go through all these torments.

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A week of PW
Saturday, October 04, 2008 4:47 PM
The entire week had been nothing but PW. If it wasn't EoM, it was OP. If it wasn't OP, it was WR. The only day I didn't touch PW was on Wednesday, partly because it was a holiday and I wanted a break from PW.

OP rehearsal yesterday was alright. Was alittle nervous despite having rehearsed in front of the group for many times, stumbled alittle, but other than that, things were okay. And someone commented that I have a nice voice. For all the 17 years of my life, it's the first time I've been complimented on my voice. Thanks! Haha. Oh, did I mentioned that my group's gonna be moderated? AAAHHH!!! I don't win at 4D or Toto, but I'm that lucky to get picked for moderation. -.- You tell me what is this?!?!

TIP interview was good. The teacher made the atmosphere feel more like a group talk than an interview. Everyone just said whatever they have in mind and everyone had time to think of what they want to say, like if you weren't ready with an answer, you wouldn't raise up your hand until you thought of one. So there was no nervousness and no the-teacher's-staring-and-waiting-for-you-to-answer-so-quick-answer feeling, that's the kind of interview I like. =)

Went to MJC's open house yesterday after school with Pris. I wanted to go look for Tracy, but turned out Pris was also going there to look for her friend so we went together, which was a relief because I had no idea how to get to MJC.

Finished reading A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini this morning. A heartwrenching story. Honestly, while reading, I was so shocked by the degree of gender inequality in Afghanistan. I never knew it was so bad that women actually suffer under it. A pretty good read, I recommend anyone who wants to read a good book to go for this.

Finished watching Galileo too! I want Yukawa Sensei to be my Chemistry teacher! Haha! That's so impossible but Fukuyama Masaharu was so smart and charismatic in there! Okay, now that I'm done with Galileo, it'll either be Golden Bride or Three Dads One Mum next. Bye, off to watch more dramas! ^^

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Connie Tan
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Singaporean
23 March 1991
National University of Singapore
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