It turned out that I have time to blog just before tomorrow's zonals.

I had a haircut today. Shanmin went with me. I feel bad that she missed her tuition. Sorry! She said that my hair isn't much different even after the haircut. I told her that it does have a difference. Then after coming back home & looking into the mirror,yes there is not much difference.Haha.

Tomorrow,we're getting back our 'O' Levels Chinese Results. I'm so afraid that I might not make it to continue in Higher Chinese. 3 years of studying Higher Chinese & the moment I get my results,*POOF*,I'm back to Express Chinese. This feeling just sucks. No matter what 孙老师 have been saying about almost everyone in a class will get B3 & above, I just can't help feeling this way.Some classmates were joking that what if they do not make it when they know that they'll definitely make it. It just makes me feel worse. I have no idea what the hell I was doing the whole of last year. I didn't bother to work hard & wasted the whole of 365 days away just like that. This year,reality is starting to catch up with me,I'm starting to wake up from 'wonderland'. And I hope it's not too late. I really want to make it, to continue in Higher Chinese & to get admitted into a reputable JC.

Labels: Bad feeling

It turned out that I have time to blog just before tomorrow's zonals.

I had a haircut today. Shanmin went with me. I feel bad that she missed her tuition. Sorry! She said that my hair isn't much different even after the haircut. I told her that it does have a difference. Then after coming back home & looking into the mirror,yes there is not much difference.Haha.

Tomorrow,we're getting back our 'O' Levels Chinese Results. I'm so afraid that I might not make it to continue in Higher Chinese. 3 years of studying Higher Chinese & the moment I get my results,*POOF*,I'm back to Express Chinese. This feeling just sucks. No matter what 孙老师 have been saying about almost everyone in a class will get B3 & above, I just can't help feeling this way.Some classmates were joking that what if they do not make it when they know that they'll definitely make it. It just makes me feel worse. I have no idea what the hell I was doing the whole of last year. I didn't bother to work hard & wasted the whole of 365 days away just like that. This year,reality is starting to catch up with me,I'm starting to wake up from 'wonderland'. And I hope it's not too late. I really want to make it, to continue in Higher Chinese & to get admitted into a reputable JC.

Labels: Bad feeling